my family r fightin and its gettin really annoyin to hear the fights my mom is upset at grandma and grandpa cause they didn't thank her for watchin over their house cause grandpa blamed her for killin a few trees that made me really pissed cause they made my mom cry.
maybe i can just lock myself in the bathroom and stay in their untill everythings ok but thats not goin to happin cause life is tough and holdin it in(which i do any way) is not a good thing but i do it anyway so i can hide the lonliness that is sketched through my heart.
it really feels like my life is turnin upside down but i am stanin in the middle of a room with the room fallin apart around me and guess wat i am not goin to pick up the rebal and put the room back together cause i am just goin to walk away and try to hide in a corner in the bathtub soakin myself with freezin water to numb the pain in my soul.